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Tuesday, July 3, 2018

It's a trap

I used to rush for a hotel as soon as I got thoughts about tasty food even though not hungry. Tempted by taste. But after filling my belly with the junk, I always regretted my doing. I did not want to be vulnerable to lust for food. I did not want the bad health and bad mood such  junk foods give me. But the next time I smell fast food i fall into a hypnosis and follow my mind to again do the same regretful procedure of filling myself with junk food.
But Now after chanting the magic word " Shreem Brzee" which i got from the web, i get more control. My intellect says " It's a trap" several times whenever I get tempted to hotel food. Then my mind also get convinced that it is better to not eat such foods.

Thank you the divine consciousness the creator of this dream world. Namaste to you dear soul who is reading this now.

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

Forgiveness

The Tao Of Forgiveness

One day, the sage gave the disciple an empty sack and a basket of
potatoes. "Think of all the people who have done or said something
against you in the recent past, especially those you cannot forgive.
For each of them, inscribe the name on a potato and put it in the
sack."

The disciple came up quite a few names, and soon his sack was heavy
with potatoes.

"Carry the sack with you wherever you go for a week," said the
sage. "We'll talk after that."

At first, the disciple thought nothing of it. Carrying the sack was
not particularly difficult. But after a while, it became more of a
burden. It sometimes got in the way, and it seemed to require more
effort to carry as time went on, even though its weight remained the
same.

After a few days, the sack began to smell. The carved potatoes gave
off a ripe odor. Not only were they increasingly inconvenient to
carry around, they were also becoming rather unpleasant.

Finally, the week was over. The sage summoned the disciple. "Any
thoughts about all this?"

"Yes, Master," the disciple replied. "When we are unable to forgive
others, we carry negative feelings with us everywhere, much like
these potatoes. That negativity becomes a burden to us and, after a
while, it festers."

"Yes, that is exactly what happens when one holds a grudge. So, how
can we lighten the load?"

"We must strive to forgive."

"Forgiving someone is the equivalent of removing the corresponding
potato from the sack. How many of your transgressors are you able to
forgive?"

"I've thought about it quite a bit, Master," the disciple said. "It
required much effort, but I have decided to forgive all of them."

"Very well, we can remove all the potatoes. Were there any more
people who transgressed against you this last week?"

The disciple thought for a while and admitted there were. Then he
felt panic when he realized his empty sack was about to get filled
up again.

"Master," he asked, "if we continue like this, wouldn't there always
be potatoes in the sack week after week?"

"Yes, as long as people speak or act against you in some way, you
will always have potatoes."

"But Master, we can never control what others do. So what good is
the Tao in this case?"

"We're not at the realm of the Tao yet. Everything we have talked
about so far is the conventional approach to forgiveness. It is the
same thing that many philosophies and most religions preach - we
must constantly strive to forgive, for it is an important virtue.
This is not the Tao because there is no striving in the Tao."

"Then what is the Tao, Master?"

"You can figure it out. If the potatoes are negative feelings, then
what is the sack?"

"The sack is... that which allows me to hold on to the negativity.
It is something within us that makes us dwell on feeling
offended.... Ah, it is my inflated sense of self-importance. "

"And what will happen if you let go of it?"

"Then... the things that people do or say against me no longer seem
like such a major issue."

"In that case, you won't have any names to inscribe on potatoes.
That means no more weight to carry around, and no more bad smells.
The Tao of forgiveness is the conscious decision to not just to
remove some potatoes... but to relinquish the entire sack."

Source: http://www.taoism.net/

Khadgamala

Khadgamala
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Khadga means a sword and mala means a garland. Sword cuts the head, separating body from mind. It can be interpreted also as wisdom, which separates, categorizes, and classifies. So it is a symbol of knowledge. Khadgamala is about imagining a garland of ideas, nourishing and protecting them and putting life into them.

The Divine mother Life imagined that there should be time, and time came to be. She chose to be the space, the womb, in which time can move. Time and space going in whirls make matter. Time and space also provided the ground for vibrations of energy in the form of light. Light preserves the present moment. The light was Sarasvati. Time - space - matter was classified by Her great will into life, sky, air, fire, water and earth and their properties in seed form. The Divine Mother imagined 14 stable worlds in an atom, and 14 worlds in cosmos. Then she felt this was enough and put a sphere around it.

So far the creation had all the richness of variety, forms of Lakshmi, but there was no action because time was like space refusing to move. Everything was light. She created a great movement to time. Then time began to flow making all motions possible. She made the earth to move around the sun making years and moon around earth making the lunar month. Only if Life is coupled to time any form of experience can occur. Two examples illustrate this. 1. We have life but we don't feel flowing time in sleep. 2. We have no life but time is flowing. In both these cases there is no experience. So life has to be in continuous union with flowing time in order to have any experience. Sometimes Life would separate from time and then there would be no experience but rest.

Then she limited the fields of cosmic awareness making an individual. The individual separated from cosmos and said," I am so and so and these are mine and these are not mine." There was fear and desire about what is not mine. If I did not get what I wanted, I felt helpless, angry and needed power. If I get the desired object I was greedy and would not let it go. I deluded into feeling I can’t live without it. I had the pride that I had it, and nobody else had it. I was jealous that others had things I did not have. I was worried what I had would go away. All these passions: fear, desire, anger, greed, attachment, delusion , pride, jealousy, spring from the original separation of myself from the world.

I was worried that I would die, and how can I go on after my life? I discovered food for extending my life. I discovered also that I could create new life forms through pleasure. So, sex was like hunger, nourishing my need to extend my self beyond death. The Divine Mother took the form of Kundalini and chose birth channel as her coiled abode ready to uncoil and strike to transcend life and realizing my potential to be a cosmic being in space and time, before creation of life.

The Khadgamala is the equation I=World=Beyond. Regular practice protects you, nourishes you, and takes you beyond. It fulfils all wishes, more than you desire, instantly. Therein lies its power.

How should you practice Khadgamala? As you are reciting each name, a portion of Sri Chakra should spring up in your imagination. The power comes from intensifying concentration to visualize the form, hear the sound, feel the touch, taste, and smell of the divine perfume of the goddess manifesting that part of the ever youthful Goddess. You can sit in front of each of the sculptures in Devipuram to get training into such visualizations. The Goddess loves fun. She is deeply in love with You, making You Siva.

So begin your journey to Goddess today, no matter how feebly. You can add power and depth as you move along. We are there to help you at Devipuram.

See Goddess fast

See Goddess fast. Try this. It works.



I ask for my Guru Devi’s blessings. They are with me here and now.

1. Oh Devi, I have removed all my masks: anger, doubt, fear, shame, aversion, family, race and expectations of my conduct.

2. I have kept a fresh soft lotus in my heart for you to come and occupy.

3. I entreat you, please come, and enter it with your refreshingly cool and lotus-golden- white lights.

4. Fill me from head to toe with your glorious love, beauty, pleasure, wisdom, light, music, dance, poetry and compassion.

5. Let me enjoy waves after waves of these qualities in an unending series.

6. Protect me from evil.

7. I am open to your direction from within and without. Bless me in a crystal clear voice. Let me see your divine vision constantly in the lake of my clear mind and with my physical eyes.

8. Never leave me even for a moment.

9. I will not live without you. When my time comes, take me into your heart.

10. Enable me to be useful to all living beings to make them realize your beauty and love. This is my constant prayer, aspiration and goal of my life.

Notice that this prayer has several important components.

1. Removing masks. Being your true self.
2. Setting apart a lovely place for your divine presence.
3. Entreaty to divine to come with healing colors of lotus lights.
4. Let every nook and corner be filled with divine qualities.
5. This invocation is like a series of waves building up energy.
6. Seeking protection against false entities trying to lead you astray.
7. Surrender and opening up to divine presence and guidance.
8. Determination not to live without divine presence.
9. Preparedness for ultimate merger without limits.
10. Helping others is your nature. Therefore you help.

Spare 1 hour a day. Try it for 40 days in a row, 3 times daily. Repeat 3 times, stay silent for 20 minutes each time. All ye who tried speak of the result to me, positive or negative.

Amrita, Devipuram